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xangas down

[Jan. 30th, 2005|09:53 am]

[	mood	\|	crappy	]
[	music	\|	blink 182	]

ok well since xanga is down right now till like 1 i thought i would right in here cuz no one sees this anyways well yea i am dum i am finally not grounded i am gewd grades i 2 a's an 2b's i am doin gewd rite now jus so i wont be grounded!! lol well i am going to go eat breakfast

~peAce~ :P

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maybe the last

[Jan. 16th, 2005|12:06 pm]

[	mood	\|	confused	]
[	music	\|	killers	]

ok well i am jus here to say i dont care forlive journal i have xanga it is much better !!!!
www.xanga.com/xXn0oneknowsXx
there it is so yea if u want

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(no subject)	[Jan. 10th, 2005\|06:59 pm]
"Somebody Told Me" Breaking my back just to know your name Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game I'm breaking my back just to know your name But heaven ain't close in a place like this Anything goes but don't blink you might miss Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this I said heaven ain't close in a place like this Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight Well somebody told me You had a boyfriend Who looks like a girlfriend That I had in February of last year It's not confidential I've got potential Ready? Let's roll onto something new Taking its toll and I'm leaving without you Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this I said heaven ain't close in a place like this Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight Well somebody told me You had a boyfriend Who looks like a girlfriend That I had in February of last year It's not confidential I've got potential A rushin', a rushin' around Pace yourself from me I said maybe baby please But I just don't know now When all I wanna do is try [x3] Somebody told me You had a boyfriend Who looks like a girlfriend That I had in February of last year It's not confidential I've got potential A rushin', a rushin' around
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[Jan. 10th, 2005|06:55 pm]

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music

wat do u think

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"Mr Brightside"

I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

Cause I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...

[Jan. 8th, 2005|10:19 am]

[	mood	\|	drained	]
[	music	\|	jimmy eat world pain	]

stupid thing i did at 12 at night last night

You leave me

I cry

You walk away

As I die

I slowly fade out of your memories

But there you remain stuck in mine

You move on

As I am stuck in the past

All I can think about is you

I love you

I want you

I need you

I miss you

I miss pity arguments

I miss making you mad just so I can kiss you a million times

I miss being with you all the time

I miss talking to you

I miss you being worried about me

I miss someone always being there

I miss some one I can trust

I miss you caring al the time

I miss your kind words

I miss the stupid things you would say to make me mad

I want you back

Once again

Together again

Holding each other again

Seeing each other

Understanding each other

Loving each other

Wanting each other

Depending on each other

Caring for one another

Trusting each other

Wanting each other

I want you to want me

ALL I WANT IS YOU!

i am so lazy i jus copied it from my xanga!!

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yesterday!!!!

[Jan. 6th, 2005|04:38 pm]

[	mood	\|	bouncy	]
[	music	\|	PILLAR	]

ok well oday was ok i was stuck in a trash can by corey an i think tiffany an then corey tried shuving me further in it then my belt ripped his shirt he was mad but it is not like i did it on purpose!! i said was sorry!!! an omg joe again today said he didnt wanna tlk to me an said bye cuz he dont even wanna be my freind an that is horrible cuz i like him so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love sux ass

i dont get guys an like joe said we hate everything wit a penis an all girls skool sounds really great about now except her friend cody who is new is extremely HOT!!!

[Jan. 4th, 2005|05:36 pm]

[	mood	\|	pissed off	]
[	music	\|	avril	]

well today was a lil crappy until after skool it was all great i was with ben the best day in like forever just being with him an hanging out with him until after i left the skool then he called me an said he was going out wit amanda an thought i should kno well i am not going to wait around for him like he thinks makes me feel really bad i wanna cry

well i am going to go wallow in self pitty peace

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[Jan. 3rd, 2005|07:27 pm]

[	mood	\|	confused	]
[	music	\|	yellow card	]

ok to make it fast today sucked an it was hecktic i jus tol jake sumthini i shouldnt have an now i hope he wont like avoid me now!! well

shower

peace

yestersday

[Jan. 2nd, 2005|10:36 am]

[	mood	\|	bored	]
[	music	\|	jet	]

well yeaterday i was at my aunts an she has a huge house an my cousin is 3 years old an he has a huge bed with a fort underneth it an he made me play safari with him it was so dum but wat can u say he is 3! :P

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hmmm

[Dec. 31st, 2004|04:51 pm]

[	mood	\|	confused	]
[	music	\|	sum 41 hell song	]

bla well all today i have done is tlk to jake um 2other ppl i dunno there names an Ben (ughh) lol well yea i jus got my cell back :) i am so happy cuz i always have it wit me an i am babysitting rite now an my sis jus got home from disney an i am sooooo bored well i am about to go out to eat so i have to take a shower ~peace~

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[Dec. 30th, 2004|12:35 pm]

[	mood	\|	crazy	]
[	music	\|	jimmy eat world sweetness	]

ok well today i got up at 11:30 omg i always get up at like 9 or 9:30 so it was a lil weird but yea n e ways i went to church last night it was fun !!! i hung out with nick, mike, nick, and kayla o yea an anthony too it wa fun since i am grounded i have nothing else to do !!! but yea i am going to go take a shower !!! peace

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hmmm

[Dec. 29th, 2004|03:47 pm]

[	mood	\|	weird?	]
[	music	\|	gwen stefani	]

ok well today was ok i guess all i have done is eat take a shower an talk to jake an andrew! it was a lil odd tlkin to andrew cuz i used to think he was a stuck up snob an now this is actually the first time i have ever actually tlked to him lol o well :P :weird:

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pillar

[Dec. 27th, 2004|02:03 pm]

[	mood	\|	cranky	]
[	music	\|	kj 52 still	]

LET IT OUT

I don't know if we'll ever really see the day

When we look around and we don't know what to say
How did we lose our way? I don't know if we'll ever really see a change
If this is how we show our thanks, I think it's time we rearrange
I don't know if we'll ever really break away
We've been holding on for so long now, I think we're scared to run away
I don't know if we ever really learned to pray
So, I drop down to my knees
And I cry out, "Can You help me, please?"

Let it out, can You hear me?
Can You hear me cry?
Let it out, don't hold back, all this I got inside
Let it out, can You hear me?
Can You hear me cry?
Let it out, don't hold back now
We've got to let it out

I don't know if we'll ever really be the same
Or could it be that we feel a sense of shame?
We forgot from where we came
I don't know if we try to make it all a game
I think it's time we take the blame
And get back, rekindle this flame

So, when I cry out, are You listening?
I know You can hear me, I know You can hear me
You're my Comfort, can You hear me?
I know You can hear me, You're my Comfort
Can You hear me? Can You hear me?

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i <3 this song

[Dec. 27th, 2004|01:58 pm]

[	mood	\|	depressed	]
[	music	\|	kj52	]

BRING ME DOWN

You can't bring me down, you can't bring me down

Back in the day when nothing really mattered to me
I only saw with my eyes what they wanted to see
And everything around me seemed to never change
Looking for an easy way out, someone to blame
Why does it work this way, still today?
You wanna take somebody down along the way?
But I won't let that one be me, 'cause I don't want the drama it brings
See, today isn't "back in the day" anymore
I know a little more than I did before
So, don't forget before you try bringing me down
What goes around always comes back around

You can't bring me down
Do you hear what I'm trying to say?
You can't bring me down
I'll never turn the other way
You can't bring me down
What is it you're trying to say?
You can't bring me down
It's not like I'm running away

So, you think you can see inside my mind?
You probably could if you just took a little time
I know exactly what you're trying to say
But sitting in the stands ain't the same as playing the game
So, I can't comprehend in my mind
Just why we can't leave it all behind
So, come on and stand beside, and hold the line
'Cause tonight is the night we cry

Oh

Why can't we feel what it takes for us to be real?
Why can't we see what it takes for us to believe?
Why do we say all of these things that bring us down?

You can't bring me down

ughh

[Dec. 24th, 2004|04:45 am]

[	mood	\|	confused	]
[	music	\|	eminem	]

if u guys wanna make it a whole lot easier jus copy an paste then answer th questios it is so much easier lol derrr

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something stupid!!!!!

[Dec. 23rd, 2004|11:17 am]

[	mood	\|	curious	]
[	music	\|	jimmy eat world sweetness	]

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Physically, what stands out?

13. Emotionally, what stands out?

14. Do you wish I was cooler?

15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

17. Am I loveable?

18. How long have you known me?

19. Describe me in one word.

20. What was your first impression?

21. Do you still think that way about me now?

22. What do you think my weakness is?

23. Do you think I'll get married?

24. What makes me happy?

25. What makes me sad?

26. What reminds you of me?

27. If you could give me anything what would it be?

28. How well do you know me?

29. When's the last time you saw me?

30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

31. Do you think I could kill someone?

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[Dec. 21st, 2004|11:56 am]

[

mood

tired

]

today is going to be boring unless i go shopping! but i might not but last night was fun i ate alot like usual i am suprised i am not fat! well ya

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monday!

[Dec. 20th, 2004|01:18 pm]

[	mood	\|	cold	]
[	music	\|	eminem	]

well i just got back from the ymca with my brother and now i am going to leave aroumd 5:30-6:00 to go to my g-mas it should be fun well i have to eat!